i realise when i don feel ok i type like thissssssssssssss. haha. i type like this to almost everyone when i don feel ok. sian.

this month's a badbad month for me.
first was that. den was my mum naggin at me. den mr loh's.. AND i fell down today! after 6 years. i haven fallen and bleed like this for the past 6 years cos i seriously hate bleeding and having open wounds.! i wont dare to bathe and sleep. arghh. i hurt my eblow palm and knee and it's quite bad. so ugly and disgusting. the first thing i tot of was oh shit! im gg thailand soon and this happened?!

i was so shock to know bout mr loh's death. ytd i was still hoping and praying for him. altho he nvr taught me before i still feel v upset. he's so nice and smart! one of another 4 victims is a ex-rvian. siannnnn. haiiii. life's so unfair. den hp called me and we both are really affected. siannnnnnnn! but i have to admit hp's is a little heartless. lol. so siannnnnnnn. i hate this kind of thing.

it's so late now. or rather so early in the morn. im sleepy.but i really don dare to sleep with open wounds. eewwwwwww
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